| Duuuuude |
[Sep. 24th, 2006|07:43 pm] |
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I'm watching "Finding Nemo" on TV at the moment and it's up to the part with the turtles... I so love the turtles LOL Duuuuuuuuuuude
Speaking of Dude, that leads me to Lost, and as those who know me know, EVERYTHING leads me to Lost. I've spending lots of time on the forum today; possibly due to the fact that I COULD!!!! Yes, I'm still very excited to be able to get on the net at home LOL Anyway, I foolishly lurked in the Kack forum from time to time and it really started to piss me off at how those idiots continue to try and deny what's happening. I just want Kate to say that she loves Sawyer so we can all bloody move on. I don't know maybes or innuendos or anything that can lead to interpretation. Seriously, if after she says that she loves him (in no uncertain terms) the Kackers want to continue in their delusion that's fine... I just want it to be obvious to all that she DOES indeed love him. The Kackers seem to think that Kate is perfect and that Sawyer is just a bad guy who doesn't deserve anyone. They seem to have forgotten that she too has a criminal past. With Sawyer, she is able to be herself and not have to be something she's not, like when she's with Jack...
And yeah, I know it's just a TV show but I don't care LOL BRING ON THE SKATE LOVE!!!!!
Oh jeez, now Dory's speaking whale... too freakin' funny LMAO |
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| I'm Back |
[Sep. 23rd, 2006|11:39 am] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Parting Words from the Lost soundtrack | ] |
I have been offline at home since 26 June 2006. Apparently, some asswipe put in a work order to remove the DSL codes from my phone. I don't understand all the technical stuff but it basically meant that I couldn't connect to the internet with my broadband. Whoever the asswipe was, THANK YOU VERY MUCH DICKHEAD!!!! Lucky for them, iPrimus won't tell me who did it.
Anyway, I'm finally back online and I thought I had better update this coz the last post I had was from May telling everyone how miserable I was and I'm completely not and haven't been for awhile. Life is really good.
I'm going to America and I'm quite excited about that. We start in New York, then on to Miami and Orlando, across to Memphis and Nashville, then Vegas and lastly, LA. They're even looking to add in a few more places but I'm happy just to sit back and wait. I've paid my deposit and have the rest of the money I need sitting in an account I can't touch LOL
I'm also very excited because Lost is back on in the US in less than 2 weeks!!!! And now that my broadband is back on, I'm all ready to start the downloading once its on there. No waiting till February 2007 for this little black duck! And from the promos, it looks like Kate chooses Sawyer so YAY!!! That means no more contrived Kack moments (like Kack in a Sack *shudder*) and lots more Skatey goodness. I do love me some Sawyer!!!!
Had a great day on Thursday, despite it being the one day a week I work with the boss. The morning started with me winning tickets on the radio to see the Perth Wildcats take on the Singapore Slingers (Australian Basketball for the uninitiated). Later that day, the promo for the Skate kiss was released on the net so another big YAY. Then the best part of the day....
I GOT TO MEET JASPER FFORDE!!!! And he said I was funny!!! And I mean that in the good way of funny LOL He was no nice and really hilarious to meet and talk to you and yes, I'm sad enough to admit that I was secretly chuffed that he (so bloody funny himself and acclaimed writer) thought I was funny!!! I was very cool about it and didn't go all fan-girly... until I walked away that is LOL
All in all, Thursday was a great day!!! Friday, not so good.
My day was completely screwed around coz Carl was sick again and I had to cover his morning clients, then get over to Joondalup to do my afternoon ones. Thankfully, my last client didn't show so I was able to leave a bit earlier. Went to the Wildcats game that night and it was pretty good. Not like the excitement of the old days when Fisher, Vlahov, Crawford and Grace played, but maybe its also coz I was younger then and had the hots for the Fish LOL
On a sadder note though, the Dockers lost to Sydney which was disheartening. The guys played a good game and hey, they came third for the whole season and that's the highest they've got since they joined the AFL. I reckon next year, Dockers for Premiers and Pav for President LOL Love the lovely Pav!!!!! |
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| Miserable |
[May. 12th, 2006|07:06 pm] |
I am so damn miserable right at the moment, I could cry. In fact, the only thing stopping me is that crying will only make my head hurt more. I'm so close though. I feel so damn lonely. I feel like I could drop off the face of the planet and it would be ages for someone to miss me.
I feel like no one wants me around for me; they want me around because of what I can do for them. I know I sound like a drama queen but I can't help it. I just feel so alone.
And I'm so tired of being sick. I've had to go to the toilet 5 times in the past hour. My head hasn't stopped hurting in so long that I really can't remember. I take painkillers to stop the pain but as soon as they've worn off, the pain comes right back.
I've just had enough. Of everything! |
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| Sleeping Tablets |
[May. 10th, 2006|03:46 pm] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
So, apparently I was completely off my face last Thursday night. I'd gone for about 3 weeks with only 4-5 hours of broken sleep per night and I'd had enough. So, I dug out my sheet of sleeping tablets (which I rarely use) and saw I had one and a half left. So I decided to take the whole one, leaving the half for another time. Anyway, I distinctly recall my doctor telling me that I should make sure I'm in bed within half an hour of taking one. I should probably also point out that I have only once before taken a whole one, normally going for just half (which doesn't do a hell of a lot but that's another paragraph).
So, anyway, I take this pill at about 7.30 then proceed to talk on the net to my sister and watch a bit of TV. I never noticed the change at first, but about 3/4 of the way into "Las Vegas", I DID notice that someone kept moving the backspace key. Eventually, I gave up looking for it (coz every time I used it, it was in a different place the next time) and didn't bother with it anymore.
So, my sister, realising that I was INDEED completely off my face, decides to call me. She told me later that I was completely slurring my words and was giggly etc. Personally, I think she has selective hearing, but hey, that's just me.
Anyway, comes Sunday and my next door neighbour comes over. I've got her completely hooked on Lost and she comes over on Sundays to watch the latest downloaded episode. I hadn't thought anything more of it, but she reminds me of how she came over on Thursday night to return some discs and how I was really weird and (yes, you guessed it) completely out of it. Apparently, I was hanging out the door, saying things like "thanks, chickie" at the top of my lungs in a high pitched squeaky voice, and told her all about how I had taken a sleeping tablet, etc.
So there you have it... I am apparently a complete and utter moron when on drugs. What surprises me though is that I could be completely off my face on one, but half a pill does ABSOLUTELY nothing!!! What's up with that? |
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| Monday |
[May. 8th, 2006|12:41 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Blaze of Glory - Bon Jovi | ] |
Well, the guilt trip is pretty much over now. I still feel bad if I think about it, but I'm getting better about not thinking about it.
I had to catch the train today to work and I hated it. Firstly, I had to get up half an hour earlier, then I had to stand up all the way from Gosnells to Perth coz the train was packed. Then I got really nauseous on the train to Joondalup. I think its because I was rushing this morning and didn't get the chance to have something to eat. I tend to suffer from motion sickness since my flight over the Grand Canyon 8 years ago (long story... if I'm bored one day I might tell it on here... although I don't think anyone reads this anyway, so its only for my benefit LOL) Then it took me another half an hour to walk from the train station to work! And I have to do it again this afternoon. I'm such a whinger!!!!
It does give me a whole new appreciation for my car LOL She's (yes, my car is a girl and her name is Betty - don't laugh!) needed her first service 2000 kms ago so I had to do it sooner or later. Working so far from home makes it difficult to get things like that done, especially since I work the same hours that most of these places are open. And the public transport system in Perth is shite by the way.
So, I'm still feeling a bit nauseous but I figure if I leave a little earlier this afternoon I can grab something to eat at the shopping centre that is right next to the train station before I catch it.
In other news, Lost is getting good again. I was starting to think it was jumping the shark coz things were happening that just made no sense whatsoever. Now though, things seem to be developing in a forward motion so it's all good.
Nearly vomited at the net scene with Kate and the Jackass. I mean, seriously, they have absolutely NO chemistry together!!!!! And what's with making the Jackass out to be this fabulous hero who can do absolutely everything? I'd love to know how it is that he's a spinal surgeon and yet he can fire a gun with pinpoint accuracy, knows how to set a fuse on dynamite, etc, etc... you get the general idea. It sometimes seems like the show is going from "Lost" to "The Jackass Show"... it seems to be all about him. It's getting to the point where I just feel this deep anger rise in me whenever he opens his stupid mouth on the show. The good thing is that I know I'm not alone in this LOL Spent some time on the weekend talking to Jayne in NZ and I know that she feels the same way on a lot of issues... except that she hates Charlie more than I do LOL
It's getting harder to wait for Thursday mornings now for Lost. I'm almost rabid to find out what happens by that time and because I have clients it's hard to find out sometimes until later in the day. I wanna live in America LOL
Listen to me whinge. I'm the Queen of the Whingers today.
Dad is still not well. He really worries me. Especially since he needs to go and have a blood test and he still hasn't done it. If he does have diabetes, he should find out sooner rather than later, but he's such a man about getting things like that done. Of course, I'm no better. I got a referral for blood tests last month and I still haven't done it, so I can't really talk LOL
And I've been gloating to all my work mates about the Dockers win on SAturday (coz they're all Eagles fans). Was disgusting what the fans did to Chris Judd though and they should be ashamed of themselves, booing him like that. hey, I'm as pissed as the next person that Pav didn't get the medal, but come on people, show a little sportsmanship!!!!
I LOVE my iPod!!!!
Can I jump from one subject to another or what????? |
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| What lurks... |
[May. 6th, 2006|07:34 pm] |
Who knows what evil lurks in the heart of men... that's how the saying goes, right? Well, I know what evil lurks in the mind of me.
I'm finding it hard to forgive myself for last night. I apologized to God and I hope with all my heart that He has forgiven me, but I'm having trouble with it. It took me awhile to get to sleep last night... images kept popping into my brain. Even today, while I had a good day, moments would flash into the memory.
I had a wonderful time with Mum, shopping and then watching my favourite footy team win the Western Derby! Then I get home and think about it again. It bothers me that I was so perversely enthralled by it, but the reality of it seemed to shock me out of my fascination. And while it wasn't in fact real, the intention was there and it bothered me. On a good note, it has at least made me realise the truth and I should no longer think about it.
I live in hope. |
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| Breathe |
[May. 4th, 2006|10:10 am] |
I am calm. I am one with the universe.
I am calm. I am one with the universe.
I am calm. I am one with the universe.
I am calm. I am one with the universe.
I am calm. I am one with the universe.
I am calm. I am one with the universe.
I am calm. I am one with the universe.
I am calm. I am one with the universe.
I am calm. I am one with the universe.
I am calm. I am one with the universe.
GAH!!!!!!!! SKATE HUG!!!!!!
*runs around the room screaming* |
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| The Weekend |
[Apr. 30th, 2006|09:34 pm] |
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Why does it always go so fast? One minute it's 5.00 on Friday, the next it's 9.30 Sunday night. And damn, I just realised that I haven't washed my uniforms for the week. Bugger!! There goes my plan for a long post. Will promise to write again soon. Will rant long and passionately on my incredible annoyance at possible Sana sex.... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 22nd, 2006|08:31 pm] |
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| |  sore | ] |
I'm so drugged up at the moment, it's not funny. I have that lovely spaced-out, pain-free feeling at the moment, but I know it won't last. I should probably say that it's legal drugs I'm talking about. I've had so much codeine in the last two weeks that I feel like I rattle when I walk now LOL It's a headache that's doing all the damage and it's fine while the drugs are working, but as soon as they wear off, the pain comes back. And now, I'm whinging LOL
I'm watching "You've Got Mail" on TV at the moment and I gotta ask, what's with people all sitting around listening to precocious kids (who can't sing) singing songs like "Tomorrow"? Is it an American thing? It's just not something that I ever remember in my childhood. I remember some Christmas's where we'd all gather around the piano (when we were at Aunty Dawn's or Uncle John's coz they're the only ones that had pianos) and sing Christmas Carols, but show tunes never really seemed to dominate those moments. Usually, it was more a showpiece for Nana to hear what a wonderful piano player Julie was. I suppose I should have sung "Tomorrow" coz God knows, I couldn't sing LOL And still can't for that matter. The only times I tend to sing now are when I'm in the car on my own. I used to sing at home, but after watching the cats writhing around in agony on the floor, I' ve stopped. I mean seriously, have you ever seen a cat try and put its paws over its own ears and failing that, ramming its head into the walls to try and stop the god-awful noise LOL Truly sad!!!!
Mum and Dad are home from New Zealand and I'm really pleased. I missed them so much. They had a wonderful time and Dad got bitten by a lion. Cool,huh?
I don't think I have anything to say at the moment, so I'll see ya'll later. Thanks for listening. |
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| Bah |
[Mar. 31st, 2006|07:36 pm] |
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| | Bed | ] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Good Little Girls | ] |
I know I'm terrible for writing in this thing. I should be more reliable. In my defence, I've been kinda computer-less for a while but now I have a laptop and its got wireless internet, so maybe I'll start using this again to record my thoughts. I guess I worry that one day I'll get an award for the most boring livejournal ever... LOL Some distinction, huh?
To quote Kim Jong Il... "I'm so ronery..."
sigh.... |
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